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    Jenna opened her eyes to a small blurry, display blinking in front of her. Cold air swirled around her face and rays of red light jumped through licks of mist in the claustrophobic cryo-pod. The frigid air stung her nostrils and caused shudders along her body. Each twitch of a muscle added a new sensation as another synapse connected, her body slowly coming back online after 500 years of deep, dreamless, cryogenic sleep.

     

    Memories of the last few moments flooded back. The chills as the temperature plummeted, her heart desperately trying to pump adrenaline even as its beating slowed, the sheer panic racing through her head. What in heaven or hell had she been thinking? For all that she had complained about her family's involvement in her affairs, the prospect of being completely alone on the other side of the galaxy suddenly seemed little better.

     

    A soft hissing sound reached her ears and the mist began to dissipate, warm air flowing into the pod as it inched open. Jenna shook off the memory and saw a figure standing over her, silhouetted against brilliant white light. The man studied her for a moment and then grinned, reaching out a hand and helping her to sit up in the brightly lit cryo-bay.

     

    ?Do you know where you are?? he said softly, watching her eyes carefully.

     

    Jenna nodded. ?I'm on the colony ship, the Neo Kosmo.? She coughed, and the man offered her a glass of water that she gratefully accepted.

     

    ?Correct. Do you remember your status??

     

    She rubbed her neck, feeling joints crack as her head moved about. ?Passenger, 3rd division.?

     

    The man smiled. ?Good, you're waking up fine. Take things nice and easy. Perhaps grab a coffee to help warm up. You remember the layout of the ship?? He waited for her to nod, and then helped her to climb out of the pod before continuing, ?You'll find the ship is a little quiet at the moment. Nothing to worry about, just some junior crew member mixed up the awakening sequence and you and a few others got out several days early.?

     

    Jenna steadied herself and the man let her go, watching her as she got full control of her balance. ?Did we make it?? she asked, trying to remember what the procedure on arrival was.

     

    ?Yes ma'am, we are in orbit around Lamperi Gi as we speak and yes, the planet is every bit as beautiful as the posters made it out to be.? He grinned, and she nodded, still a little unsteady.

     

    ?So what do I need to do now??

     

    He picked up a datapad and punched in a couple of numbers, and her pod closed and slid back on a rail before disappearing through a hatch in the wall. ?Nothing particularly, you're free to just relax. Like I said, the wake-up schedule got mixed up so we're a little short on some minor crew members so if you fancy helping out, an officer on the Hydro Deck is coordinating volunteers. If you have a skill that we can put to use that would be really helpful.?

     

    She thanked him and left him to his duties, gingerly heading out of the cryo-bay following a green line on the floor to the hydro deck. Coffee sounded really good right at that moment.

     

    The officer had been right, the ship was eerily quiet. Before she had been put into cryo-sleep the Neo Kosmo had been swarming with crew and passengers alike. She crossed her arms and hugged her chest. Not passengers, colonists, she thought to herself. Passengers can go home. This ship was a one way ticket for everyone.

     

    Hadn't that been the point though? Get away from her family, from their constant meddling? Here, on the other side of the galaxy she could reinvent herself. Instead of the quiet girl who did as she was told, she would actually achieve something on her own. She could be the confident, strong, proactive girl she wanted to be with nothing holding her back.

     

    Jenna smiled and straightened up. She picked up the pace through the seemingly endless corridors of the immense colony ship and finally entered the Hydro Deck, a vast expansive greenhouse that must have stretched the entire width of the ship. Transparent pipes ran across the floor and walls with plants of every variety extending into the room, their roots visibly waving in the hydroponic nutrient solution. A surprising number of flowers were in bloom, vibrant lines of colour streaking across the bright white steel of the deck.

     

    In an open area between the mass of plants sat another officer at a makeshift desk, surrounded by holo-boards covered in lists and checkboxes. Jenna made out the word ?priority,? and she took a deep breath. Do it Jenna, it's new you time.

     

    Tentatively she approached, the officer barely glancing up. Without looking he barked at her, ?Volunteering? What's your skill set??

     

    She nearly jumped in surprise. ?Umm?? she mumbled.

     

    He looked up at her and leaned back in his chair, curtly patient. ?Skill set? What did you do before the journey; programmer, accountant, farmer, chef??

     

    ?Photographer.? She said. The officer nodded and turned his attention back to the datapad. ?Don't think we've got any need for that specifically but have a look over the priority jobs. You might find something you know how to do,? he said, nodding over to a list.

     

    Jenna smiled and stayed still. The officer looked back up at her as if expecting her to move, but said nothing and quickly turned away again. She looked at the board and frowned. This was the part where someone would pull her over and sign her up for something. But there was no tug on her wrist or nudging from behind. There was just Jenna standing awkwardly in front of the desk.

     

    She frowned and forced her legs to move so she could read the listings. It was hardly surprising the officer wasn't thrilled by her skill set. They didn't need a wedding photographer at this point; they needed crew who could help the newly awakened colonists get comfortable on the ship while permanent shelters on Lamperi Gi were set up.

     

    She breathed deep and leaned in close to the holo-board, blinking hard as her eyes struggled to focus on the words. Chef. Kitchen attendant. She couldn't cook, but she might be able to help serve food. She shook her head. Her clumsy fingers would probably end up dropping half of the food, and wasting the limited non-perishable supplies the ship came with would hardly be a good start. There was a request for extra drone pilots to do fly-bys of the mountain ranges but as fun as it would be, she was definitely not qualified for that.

     

    Jenna let out a yawn that was far louder than she expected and grimaced. The officer at the desk looked up at her ?Just woke right? Coffee at the end of the deck. Nice view planet side too. Don't rush, it'll take the rest of the week before everyone is awake and this place gets busy. Enjoy it while it lasts.?

     

    Jenna was about to mumble a thank you but he put a finger to his ear and started grumbling to someone unseen about the moron who had messed up the wake-up order. Jenna shivered. She would not want to be that crewmember right now. There didn't seem to be a reason not to get the coffee, so she made her way through the rows of plants, passing lines of ripe tomatoes, berries ready to burst and endless varieties of beautiful flowers.

     

    Unlike the hastily set-up desk, the coffee station was sleek and streamlined, built into the ship to offer only the utmost of comfort to the crew and passengers during the many months it would take to set-up permanent shelters on the surface of their new home. As the officer said, the machine was next to a huge floor to ceiling viewing window that looked directly out onto the planet. Jenna got her drink and took a step toward the window, enjoying a deep breath of the smooth, dark aroma of the perfect latte.

     

    ?Ma'am, passenger!? a voice called. She nearly dropped the drink, startled in the otherwise quiet ship. The officer from the desk was jogging over. ?You said photographer right??

     

    Jenna nodded.

     

    ?Want to be one of the first on the planet?? he asked, panting for breath.

     

    She fumbled. ?First? How??

     

    ?There's supposed to be a team to take pictures and document the machinery drops as the colonisation process begins but?they won't be awake in the next hour.?

     

    Jenna's eyes went wide. ?Document? Like a journalist??

     

    ?Exactly! Snap some pictures of the machinery landing, the area we will build the first town in and the first steps we take towards self-sustainability. Get a few portraits of the crew and a group shot and stuff. It's for the ship-wide news service and for future records. We want everyone to know what's going on.?

     

    ?Oh,? she said, looking down at her cup and holding it tight.

     

    He frowned. ?You don't want to go down to the planet??

     

    Jenna's breath was short and sharp, and she held up a hand for a moment to compose herself. This is perfect, she screamed in her head, but her throat was clamped tight. Eventually she managed to stammer out, ?I do. I'm just not sure I'm qualified for that kind of work.?

     

    He smiled. ?You're a photographer and you're awake. That's one more qualification than anyone else has right now.?

     

    She didn't reply, instead she remained staring at the coffee, hyperventilating.

     

    He opened his mouth to say something else, but cocked his head and put a finger to his earpiece. He shook his head. ?Look, drop happens in 1 hour. Captain doesn't want to delay; he wants to start on self-sustainability as scheduled. You're the only photographer awake. If you want in, be ready in cargo bay 3 in 45 minutes. Anything you can do is better than nothing.? He smiled again and turned on his heel to walk away, mumbling something to someone.

     

    Jenna didn't move. She stood completely still, staring down at the perfectly formed flower motif on her latte. So that's it? You come all this way out here for a new start, get given the perfect opportunity and you turned it down? You're pathetic, she thought to herself A tear formed and stung her eye. She reached forward, bracing against the enormous viewing window.

     

    What had she expected? Sudden confidence? To wake up 500 years of sleep and be a changed person? Things didn't work like that. It was Mum who suggested your friends hire you as a photographer. It was Dad who coerced you into setting up an extranet site for your services. For all Jenna had longed to be free of their influence, it was their constant pushing that had given her success in life. On her own, she would have shied away from every opportunity. Like you just did.

     

    She leaned against the window, the planet in full view in the distance. Sapphire seas traced unmapped, unfamiliar coastlines of continents reminiscent of Earth while polar ice caps shone a brilliant white in the light of their new sun. Everything was perfect for a new start.

     

    You didn't even buy your own ticket out here. Your sister did it for you.

     

    The tear escaped from her eye, slowly tracing its way down her face. She looked down at the planet, straining to remember where the landing site would be. Was it over there, where snow-capped peaks fed icy rivers? Or over there, where viridian valleys met arid amber expanses of flatland? There was an easy way to find out. She just had to go down.

     

    Do it. Do it. Please, for the love of everything in heaven and hell, do it.

     

    Jenna pushed herself upright and stared down at the coffee. Do it. She took a deep breath, and in one move she threw it back, gagging against the now-cold coffee before setting off towards the nearest elevator. Bay 3, 45 minutes. She glanced at the time and broke into a run, ignoring the officer grinning as she passed.

     

    Through a door, down a flight of stairs and into the elevator. She slammed her fist into the cargo deck button, cursing the slow doors. She sprinted out, counting the docking bays as she ran. Bay 1, Bay 2, Bay 3. She burst into the room, breathless, expecting to be too late.

     

    A group of officers stood by a landing craft clearly ready to go, the roar of the engines echoing in the cargo bay. She called out for them to wait, but there was no need. One of the crew waved her over and pointed to a table where a camera, flight suit and helmet sat waiting. She had made it.

     

    An extremely loud and bumpy re-entry later, Jenna was lining up a shot of a drop pod blazing through the sky. Landing feet extended, the retro-thrusters firing and a field of flowers blowing in the downdraft, Jenna caught the perfect moment as her new life began.

     

    A long-ago image came to mind from my pre-school years. We'd been out walking when Uncle Paul pointed to a patch of cup-shaped flowers peeking out from the snow.

               His eyes sparkled with wonder as he brushed off the snow, revealing bright purple petals. "These are crocuses, he said." It means spring is coming." Uncle Paul would take me on walks every day when I was little. Sometimes we'd stop in the bakery for donuts and eat them on our way home. "Don't tell your mother," he'd say with a wink. I never did, but she knew anyway. "Where have you been all this time," she'd ask and then roll her eyes, not waiting for a reply.

               "George, did you hear me?" Mom said. "Please look for my Uncle Paul. He must have wandered off again."

               I opened my eyes and found my mother standing over me. I'd been lying on the living room floor, staring at the textured ceiling, imagining order in its randomness, seeing at first, starfish, then spiders, and, lastly, roads leading to Rome.

               I'd had a meeting with the school counselor the day before. He'd told me it was time to start thinking about my future. What career did I wish to pursue? What college would I like to attend? To me, these were impossible questions. I shook the cobwebs from my head and headed for the door.

               "Don't be late for dinner if you can't find him," Mom added. I guess she didn't want to eat alone.

               I started my search on Main Street. Uncle Paul still takes walks, but by himself. I'd quit going years ago, thinking it wasn't cool to be seen with him. I was past that juvenile frame of mind, but he'd gotten over the habit of asking me, and I'd never volunteered. Inertia, I guess.

               Mom calls Uncle Paul's walks wandering, but that makes him sound as if he's senile. I don't think he is, but I respect her concern, so I go out to look for him whenever she asks. Besides, there's the possibility that she is right. I want to make sure he's safe, but I also think that someone his age should be permitted to do as he pleases. Being housebound would kill him.

               Main Street is different than it used to be. The bakery shop is now a karate studio. The butcher shop is a nail salon, and the old A & P houses a Brewery/Pub. He wouldn't be inside any of those places, and I didn't see him anywhere on the street. I decided to try the park.

               Acorn Park was where Uncle Paul took me fishing, at the river, but we hadn't done that for a long time. I chose a path to the park's populous area with a running trail, a pavilion, and benches that overlooked the river, but I only found dog walkers. Then I saw Alana, a red-haired girl, sitting on a bench. I'd met her just yesterday in the school hallway.

               I'd just come out of the counselor's office, and I'd been thinking about the questions he'd asked me. Suddenly, I'd walked right into her. Her books had sprawled across the floor, and I dropped my own when I tried to catch hers.

                "Sorry. I'm so clumsy," Alana had said.

               "No, it's my fault." I bent to the floor for her books. When I got up, Alana smiled as bright as sunshine.

               By this time, the hallway had cleared, and the bell had rung. Another girl, the one Alana had been walking with, motioned that they'd better get going.

               I watched them walk away, their footfalls echoing in the empty hallway. Then Alana turned around and said, "Nice bumping into you." The other girl laughed.

               A barking dog snapped me out of my reverie. "Have you seen an old, gray-haired man out walking around here?" I asked her, still thinking about yesterday.

               Her eyes were bright circles staring at me. I could see that she recognized me. "I've seen several old men."

               I patted my head, trying to down my cowlick. "This one would be about six feet tall, big nose, and maybe wearing a fishing hat."

               Alana nodded. "He may have gone that way." She pointed to a path in the woods, beyond the clearing. "Comm'n," she said and started walking as if she had been waiting for me. I had to run to catch up. We traveled single file along a narrow path, still wet from an earlier downpour, through the woods with the sound of the river approaching. Alana turned her head. "I'm still here," I said.

               She grabbed my hand. "There's a cliff coming."

               I remembered this path from my fishing days with Uncle Paul, but it seemed narrower now, and the footing felt less certain. But I wasn't thinking these things at the time. I wasn't even thinking about Uncle Paul. I just enjoyed the feel of Alana's fingers entangled in mine.

               The path turned to stone covered in wet moss. It ran along the top of the cliff alongside the river that ran below.  Then, Alana slipped, pulling me down. For a moment, I thought we would both tumble over the edge, but we came to a safe stop. We pulled ourselves up and brushed each other off.

               "Whew, that was close," Alana said.

               My heart pounded. "You don't have to do this," I said. I'll go on alone."

               Alana's face turned indignant. "I want to help. Your Uncle comes to the park often, and we talk. He's a nice man."

               Suddenly, I wanted to kiss her, but then, I heard a cry from below.

               "Did you hear that?"

               Alana nodded. "It sounded like a man."

               Then, she looked over the cliff. There, I think that's him. She said, pointing to a lump on the riverbed.

               "Uncle Paul," I yelled, but there was no reply.

               "Around the bend, there's a way down, rocks jutting out that can be used as steps," Alana said.

               "Let's go."

               It was a fifteen to twenty feet decline, uneven and slippery. The injured man, who may have been Uncle Paul, was moaning as I descended as if he knew we were nearby and he didn't want to lose us. I proceeded slowly and kicked at the moss of each stone before I risked a step. One slip and I could end up like Uncle Paul or whoever was lying at the riverbed.

               Finally, I reached the bottom, my feet splashing into a few inches of water. "Okay, I made it," I called to Alana.

               "Wait for me." Alana's hair shone like fire in the sunlight that peeked between the tree branches.

               "The rocks are wet, and your legs are too short to reach them. I'm not sure I can get back up. We don't want both of us stuck down here."

               "I've done it before," she insisted. "I'm coming down."

               "Wait. Let me see if it's Uncle Paul."

               As I mentioned his name, the moaning started again. I was hoping against hope that it wasn't him, that he was already safe at home. The moans came from behind a bend in the cliff, so I couldn't see the man from where I was at.

               I waded through shallow water that ran like mini rapids across stone until I rounded the bend. Then, I saw him. I knew at once that it was Uncle Paul by the style of fishing hat perched on his head and his big honker nose that stuck out from underneath it. He was lying on his back. His torso was on dry land, but his legs were in the water. A sudden torrent could wash him away. I splashed the next several yards to his side.

               A sludge of wet leaves and twigs lay across his body. He looked ancient, much older than he had this morning at the breakfast table. He was gasping. Alive, at least, I thought. "Uncle Paul, it's me," my voice broken and uncertain when I wanted it to be strong and reassuring.

               He opened his eyes and said something in a low growl. My name, I think, although it could have been anything. There was a look of relief in his eyes before pain turned it into a grimace. The river raged behind me. Why did it have to have rained so hard this morning?

               I gasped at an open gash on his head. "You're going to be all right," I said, although I was not at all sure. "What hurts, Uncle Paul?"

               He motioned to his leg. His foot was pointed in the wrong direction, and I worried if such a horrific injury could be made right again.

               "Did you fall off the cliff?" I asked, but he didn't answer.

               "What's going on down there?" It was Alana standing above us from where Uncle Paul must have fallen. "Is it your Uncle?"

               "He's broken his leg," I yelled. "And he's groggy, maybe a concussion."

     

    Two days later, Alana came with me to the hospital. I told her it was our first date, and she gave me a gnarled smile. We were standing outside his room, waiting for the doctor to finish his examination. We'd already been told that Uncle Paul's injuries would heal just fine. "It will just be a moment," the nurse had said. But it had already been longer than that.

               After Alana had called down to me, she called 911 while I phoned Mom. The paramedics checked Uncle Paul's vitals and got him talking. They gave him something for pain, splinted his leg, and bandaged his head. Then they pulled him up the cliff using ropes. I climbed back up the way I'd come down.

               "A penny for your thoughts, Alana said.

               "I'm remembering when we found Uncle Paul, and I thought he'd never walk again. I think I can tell the school counselor what I want to do now."

               Alana looked me in the eye, then, at the same time, we both said, "Doctor."

               At last, we got to go into Uncle Paul's room. He looked more himself although tired. I realized how close we'd come to losing him.

               "Hey George," he said. Then he caught sight of Alana. "Alana! You two know each other?" He seemed pleased with the idea.

               We separated our hands. "Alana helped me find you," I said.

               "Your Mother said. I'm indebted to the both of you."

     

    It was a Saturday morning in March of the following year. There was a knock on the door. "That's Alana," I said to Uncle Paul. Are you ready to go?"

               "Ready and able," Uncle Paul said. The three of us began our Saturday morning walk, as we had each weather-permitting weekend morning since Uncle Paul recovered. Alana and I had both been accepted to State college, where we would begin our college careers.

               This was a warm March morning, but an inch of snow still covered the ground. We'd only just gotten out of the door when Uncle Paul stopped and bent to the ground. "These are crocuses," he said. "It means spring is coming."

               Alana laughed and said, "Of course, Uncle Paul. Spring comes every year."

     

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    The Activ Outdoor Headlamp will make your nighttime camping excursion with your wife and kids a breeze.

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    Jenna opened her eyes to a small blurry, display blinking in front of her. Cold air swirled around her face and rays of red light jumped through licks of mist in the claustrophobic cryo-pod. The frigid air stung her nostrils and caused shudders along her body. Each twitch of a muscle added a new sensation as another synapse connected, her body slowly coming back online after 500 years of deep, dreamless, cryogenic sleep.

     

    Memories of the last few moments flooded back. The chills as the temperature plummeted, her heart desperately trying to pump adrenaline even as its beating slowed, the sheer panic racing through her head. What in heaven or hell had she been thinking? For all that she had complained about her family's involvement in her affairs, the prospect of being completely alone on the other side of the galaxy suddenly seemed little better.

     

    A soft hissing sound reached her ears and the mist began to dissipate, warm air flowing into the pod as it inched open. Jenna shook off the memory and saw a figure standing over her, silhouetted against brilliant white light. The man studied her for a moment and then grinned, reaching out a hand and helping her to sit up in the brightly lit cryo-bay.

     

    ?Do you know where you are?? he said softly, watching her eyes carefully.

     

    Jenna nodded. ?I'm on the colony ship, the Neo Kosmo.? She coughed, and the man offered her a glass of water that she gratefully accepted.

     

    ?Correct. Do you remember your status??

     

    She rubbed her neck, feeling joints crack as her head moved about. ?Passenger, 3rd division.?

     

    The man smiled. ?Good, you're waking up fine. Take things nice and easy. Perhaps grab a coffee to help warm up. You remember the layout of the ship?? He waited for her to nod, and then helped her to climb out of the pod before continuing, ?You'll find the ship is a little quiet at the moment. Nothing to worry about, just some junior crew member mixed up the awakening sequence and you and a few others got out several days early.?

     

    Jenna steadied herself and the man let her go, watching her as she got full control of her balance. ?Did we make it?? she asked, trying to remember what the procedure on arrival was.

     

    ?Yes ma'am, we are in orbit around Lamperi Gi as we speak and yes, the planet is every bit as beautiful as the posters made it out to be.? He grinned, and she nodded, still a little unsteady.

     

    ?So what do I need to do now??

     

    He picked up a datapad and punched in a couple of numbers, and her pod closed and slid back on a rail before disappearing through a hatch in the wall. ?Nothing particularly, you're free to just relax. Like I said, the wake-up schedule got mixed up so we're a little short on some minor crew members so if you fancy helping out, an officer on the Hydro Deck is coordinating volunteers. If you have a skill that we can put to use that would be really helpful.?

     

    She thanked him and left him to his duties, gingerly heading out of the cryo-bay following a green line on the floor to the hydro deck. Coffee sounded really good right at that moment.

     

    The officer had been right, the ship was eerily quiet. Before she had been put into cryo-sleep the Neo Kosmo had been swarming with crew and passengers alike. She crossed her arms and hugged her chest. Not passengers, colonists, she thought to herself. Passengers can go home. This ship was a one way ticket for everyone.

     

    Hadn't that been the point though? Get away from her family, from their constant meddling? Here, on the other side of the galaxy she could reinvent herself. Instead of the quiet girl who did as she was told, she would actually achieve something on her own. She could be the confident, strong, proactive girl she wanted to be with nothing holding her back.

     

    Jenna smiled and straightened up. She picked up the pace through the seemingly endless corridors of the immense colony ship and finally entered the Hydro Deck, a vast expansive greenhouse that must have stretched the entire width of the ship. Transparent pipes ran across the floor and walls with plants of every variety extending into the room, their roots visibly waving in the hydroponic nutrient solution. A surprising number of flowers were in bloom, vibrant lines of colour streaking across the bright white steel of the deck.

     

    In an open area between the mass of plants sat another officer at a makeshift desk, surrounded by holo-boards covered in lists and checkboxes. Jenna made out the word ?priority,? and she took a deep breath. Do it Jenna, it's new you time.

     

    Tentatively she approached, the officer barely glancing up. Without looking he barked at her, ?Volunteering? What's your skill set??

     

    She nearly jumped in surprise. ?Umm?? she mumbled.

     

    He looked up at her and leaned back in his chair, curtly patient. ?Skill set? What did you do before the journey; programmer, accountant, farmer, chef??

     

    ?Photographer.? She said. The officer nodded and turned his attention back to the datapad. ?Don't think we've got any need for that specifically but have a look over the priority jobs. You might find something you know how to do,? he said, nodding over to a list.

     

    Jenna smiled and stayed still. The officer looked back up at her as if expecting her to move, but said nothing and quickly turned away again. She looked at the board and frowned. This was the part where someone would pull her over and sign her up for something. But there was no tug on her wrist or nudging from behind. There was just Jenna standing awkwardly in front of the desk.

     

    She frowned and forced her legs to move so she could read the listings. It was hardly surprising the officer wasn't thrilled by her skill set. They didn't need a wedding photographer at this point; they needed crew who could help the newly awakened colonists get comfortable on the ship while permanent shelters on Lamperi Gi were set up.

     

    She breathed deep and leaned in close to the holo-board, blinking hard as her eyes struggled to focus on the words. Chef. Kitchen attendant. She couldn't cook, but she might be able to help serve food. She shook her head. Her clumsy fingers would probably end up dropping half of the food, and wasting the limited non-perishable supplies the ship came with would hardly be a good start. There was a request for extra drone pilots to do fly-bys of the mountain ranges but as fun as it would be, she was definitely not qualified for that.

     

    Jenna let out a yawn that was far louder than she expected and grimaced. The officer at the desk looked up at her ?Just woke right? Coffee at the end of the deck. Nice view planet side too. Don't rush, it'll take the rest of the week before everyone is awake and this place gets busy. Enjoy it while it lasts.?

     

    Jenna was about to mumble a thank you but he put a finger to his ear and started grumbling to someone unseen about the moron who had messed up the wake-up order. Jenna shivered. She would not want to be that crewmember right now. There didn't seem to be a reason not to get the coffee, so she made her way through the rows of plants, passing lines of ripe tomatoes, berries ready to burst and endless varieties of beautiful flowers.

     

    Unlike the hastily set-up desk, the coffee station was sleek and streamlined, built into the ship to offer only the utmost of comfort to the crew and passengers during the many months it would take to set-up permanent shelters on the surface of their new home. As the officer said, the machine was next to a huge floor to ceiling viewing window that looked directly out onto the planet. Jenna got her drink and took a step toward the window, enjoying a deep breath of the smooth, dark aroma of the perfect latte.

     

    ?Ma'am, passenger!? a voice called. She nearly dropped the drink, startled in the otherwise quiet ship. The officer from the desk was jogging over. ?You said photographer right??

     

    Jenna nodded.

     

    ?Want to be one of the first on the planet?? he asked, panting for breath.

     

    She fumbled. ?First? How??

     

    ?There's supposed to be a team to take pictures and document the machinery drops as the colonisation process begins but?they won't be awake in the next hour.?

     

    Jenna's eyes went wide. ?Document? Like a journalist??

     

    ?Exactly! Snap some pictures of the machinery landing, the area we will build the first town in and the first steps we take towards self-sustainability. Get a few portraits of the crew and a group shot and stuff. It's for the ship-wide news service and for future records. We want everyone to know what's going on.?

     

    ?Oh,? she said, looking down at her cup and holding it tight.

     

    He frowned. ?You don't want to go down to the planet??

     

    Jenna's breath was short and sharp, and she held up a hand for a moment to compose herself. This is perfect, she screamed in her head, but her throat was clamped tight. Eventually she managed to stammer out, ?I do. I'm just not sure I'm qualified for that kind of work.?

     

    He smiled. ?You're a photographer and you're awake. That's one more qualification than anyone else has right now.?

     

    She didn't reply, instead she remained staring at the coffee, hyperventilating.

     

    He opened his mouth to say something else, but cocked his head and put a finger to his earpiece. He shook his head. ?Look, drop happens in 1 hour. Captain doesn't want to delay; he wants to start on self-sustainability as scheduled. You're the only photographer awake. If you want in, be ready in cargo bay 3 in 45 minutes. Anything you can do is better than nothing.? He smiled again and turned on his heel to walk away, mumbling something to someone.

     

    Jenna didn't move. She stood completely still, staring down at the perfectly formed flower motif on her latte. So that's it? You come all this way out here for a new start, get given the perfect opportunity and you turned it down? You're pathetic, she thought to herself A tear formed and stung her eye. She reached forward, bracing against the enormous viewing window.

     

    What had she expected? Sudden confidence? To wake up 500 years of sleep and be a changed person? Things didn't work like that. It was Mum who suggested your friends hire you as a photographer. It was Dad who coerced you into setting up an extranet site for your services. For all Jenna had longed to be free of their influence, it was their constant pushing that had given her success in life. On her own, she would have shied away from every opportunity. Like you just did.

     

    She leaned against the window, the planet in full view in the distance. Sapphire seas traced unmapped, unfamiliar coastlines of continents reminiscent of Earth while polar ice caps shone a brilliant white in the light of their new sun. Everything was perfect for a new start.

     

    You didn't even buy your own ticket out here. Your sister did it for you.

     

    The tear escaped from her eye, slowly tracing its way down her face. She looked down at the planet, straining to remember where the landing site would be. Was it over there, where snow-capped peaks fed icy rivers? Or over there, where viridian valleys met arid amber expanses of flatland? There was an easy way to find out. She just had to go down.

     

    Do it. Do it. Please, for the love of everything in heaven and hell, do it.

     

    Jenna pushed herself upright and stared down at the coffee. Do it. She took a deep breath, and in one move she threw it back, gagging against the now-cold coffee before setting off towards the nearest elevator. Bay 3, 45 minutes. She glanced at the time and broke into a run, ignoring the officer grinning as she passed.

     

    Through a door, down a flight of stairs and into the elevator. She slammed her fist into the cargo deck button, cursing the slow doors. She sprinted out, counting the docking bays as she ran. Bay 1, Bay 2, Bay 3. She burst into the room, breathless, expecting to be too late.

     

    A group of officers stood by a landing craft clearly ready to go, the roar of the engines echoing in the cargo bay. She called out for them to wait, but there was no need. One of the crew waved her over and pointed to a table where a camera, flight suit and helmet sat waiting. She had made it.

     

    An extremely loud and bumpy re-entry later, Jenna was lining up a shot of a drop pod blazing through the sky. Landing feet extended, the retro-thrusters firing and a field of flowers blowing in the downdraft, Jenna caught the perfect moment as her new life began.

     

    A long-ago image came to mind from my pre-school years. We'd been out walking when Uncle Paul pointed to a patch of cup-shaped flowers peeking out from the snow.

               His eyes sparkled with wonder as he brushed off the snow, revealing bright purple petals. "These are crocuses, he said." It means spring is coming." Uncle Paul would take me on walks every day when I was little. Sometimes we'd stop in the bakery for donuts and eat them on our way home. "Don't tell your mother," he'd say with a wink. I never did, but she knew anyway. "Where have you been all this time," she'd ask and then roll her eyes, not waiting for a reply.

               "George, did you hear me?" Mom said. "Please look for my Uncle Paul. He must have wandered off again."

               I opened my eyes and found my mother standing over me. I'd been lying on the living room floor, staring at the textured ceiling, imagining order in its randomness, seeing at first, starfish, then spiders, and, lastly, roads leading to Rome.

               I'd had a meeting with the school counselor the day before. He'd told me it was time to start thinking about my future. What career did I wish to pursue? What college would I like to attend? To me, these were impossible questions. I shook the cobwebs from my head and headed for the door.

               "Don't be late for dinner if you can't find him," Mom added. I guess she didn't want to eat alone.

               I started my search on Main Street. Uncle Paul still takes walks, but by himself. I'd quit going years ago, thinking it wasn't cool to be seen with him. I was past that juvenile frame of mind, but he'd gotten over the habit of asking me, and I'd never volunteered. Inertia, I guess.

               Mom calls Uncle Paul's walks wandering, but that makes him sound as if he's senile. I don't think he is, but I respect her concern, so I go out to look for him whenever she asks. Besides, there's the possibility that she is right. I want to make sure he's safe, but I also think that someone his age should be permitted to do as he pleases. Being housebound would kill him.

               Main Street is different than it used to be. The bakery shop is now a karate studio. The butcher shop is a nail salon, and the old A & P houses a Brewery/Pub. He wouldn't be inside any of those places, and I didn't see him anywhere on the street. I decided to try the park.

               Acorn Park was where Uncle Paul took me fishing, at the river, but we hadn't done that for a long time. I chose a path to the park's populous area with a running trail, a pavilion, and benches that overlooked the river, but I only found dog walkers. Then I saw Alana, a red-haired girl, sitting on a bench. I'd met her just yesterday in the school hallway.

               I'd just come out of the counselor's office, and I'd been thinking about the questions he'd asked me. Suddenly, I'd walked right into her. Her books had sprawled across the floor, and I dropped my own when I tried to catch hers.

                "Sorry. I'm so clumsy," Alana had said.

               "No, it's my fault." I bent to the floor for her books. When I got up, Alana smiled as bright as sunshine.

               By this time, the hallway had cleared, and the bell had rung. Another girl, the one Alana had been walking with, motioned that they'd better get going.

               I watched them walk away, their footfalls echoing in the empty hallway. Then Alana turned around and said, "Nice bumping into you." The other girl laughed.

               A barking dog snapped me out of my reverie. "Have you seen an old, gray-haired man out walking around here?" I asked her, still thinking about yesterday.

               Her eyes were bright circles staring at me. I could see that she recognized me. "I've seen several old men."

               I patted my head, trying to down my cowlick. "This one would be about six feet tall, big nose, and maybe wearing a fishing hat."

               Alana nodded. "He may have gone that way." She pointed to a path in the woods, beyond the clearing. "Comm'n," she said and started walking as if she had been waiting for me. I had to run to catch up. We traveled single file along a narrow path, still wet from an earlier downpour, through the woods with the sound of the river approaching. Alana turned her head. "I'm still here," I said.

               She grabbed my hand. "There's a cliff coming."

               I remembered this path from my fishing days with Uncle Paul, but it seemed narrower now, and the footing felt less certain. But I wasn't thinking these things at the time. I wasn't even thinking about Uncle Paul. I just enjoyed the feel of Alana's fingers entangled in mine.

               The path turned to stone covered in wet moss. It ran along the top of the cliff alongside the river that ran below.  Then, Alana slipped, pulling me down. For a moment, I thought we would both tumble over the edge, but we came to a safe stop. We pulled ourselves up and brushed each other off.

               "Whew, that was close," Alana said.

               My heart pounded. "You don't have to do this," I said. I'll go on alone."

               Alana's face turned indignant. "I want to help. Your Uncle comes to the park often, and we talk. He's a nice man."

               Suddenly, I wanted to kiss her, but then, I heard a cry from below.

               "Did you hear that?"

               Alana nodded. "It sounded like a man."

               Then, she looked over the cliff. There, I think that's him. She said, pointing to a lump on the riverbed.

               "Uncle Paul," I yelled, but there was no reply.

               "Around the bend, there's a way down, rocks jutting out that can be used as steps," Alana said.

               "Let's go."

               It was a fifteen to twenty feet decline, uneven and slippery. The injured man, who may have been Uncle Paul, was moaning as I descended as if he knew we were nearby and he didn't want to lose us. I proceeded slowly and kicked at the moss of each stone before I risked a step. One slip and I could end up like Uncle Paul or whoever was lying at the riverbed.

               Finally, I reached the bottom, my feet splashing into a few inches of water. "Okay, I made it," I called to Alana.

               "Wait for me." Alana's hair shone like fire in the sunlight that peeked between the tree branches.

               "The rocks are wet, and your legs are too short to reach them. I'm not sure I can get back up. We don't want both of us stuck down here."

               "I've done it before," she insisted. "I'm coming down."

               "Wait. Let me see if it's Uncle Paul."

               As I mentioned his name, the moaning started again. I was hoping against hope that it wasn't him, that he was already safe at home. The moans came from behind a bend in the cliff, so I couldn't see the man from where I was at.

               I waded through shallow water that ran like mini rapids across stone until I rounded the bend. Then, I saw him. I knew at once that it was Uncle Paul by the style of fishing hat perched on his head and his big honker nose that stuck out from underneath it. He was lying on his back. His torso was on dry land, but his legs were in the water. A sudden torrent could wash him away. I splashed the next several yards to his side.

               A sludge of wet leaves and twigs lay across his body. He looked ancient, much older than he had this morning at the breakfast table. He was gasping. Alive, at least, I thought. "Uncle Paul, it's me," my voice broken and uncertain when I wanted it to be strong and reassuring.

               He opened his eyes and said something in a low growl. My name, I think, although it could have been anything. There was a look of relief in his eyes before pain turned it into a grimace. The river raged behind me. Why did it have to have rained so hard this morning?

               I gasped at an open gash on his head. "You're going to be all right," I said, although I was not at all sure. "What hurts, Uncle Paul?"

               He motioned to his leg. His foot was pointed in the wrong direction, and I worried if such a horrific injury could be made right again.

               "Did you fall off the cliff?" I asked, but he didn't answer.

               "What's going on down there?" It was Alana standing above us from where Uncle Paul must have fallen. "Is it your Uncle?"

               "He's broken his leg," I yelled. "And he's groggy, maybe a concussion."

     

    Two days later, Alana came with me to the hospital. I told her it was our first date, and she gave me a gnarled smile. We were standing outside his room, waiting for the doctor to finish his examination. We'd already been told that Uncle Paul's injuries would heal just fine. "It will just be a moment," the nurse had said. But it had already been longer than that.

               After Alana had called down to me, she called 911 while I phoned Mom. The paramedics checked Uncle Paul's vitals and got him talking. They gave him something for pain, splinted his leg, and bandaged his head. Then they pulled him up the cliff using ropes. I climbed back up the way I'd come down.

               "A penny for your thoughts, Alana said.

               "I'm remembering when we found Uncle Paul, and I thought he'd never walk again. I think I can tell the school counselor what I want to do now."

               Alana looked me in the eye, then, at the same time, we both said, "Doctor."

               At last, we got to go into Uncle Paul's room. He looked more himself although tired. I realized how close we'd come to losing him.

               "Hey George," he said. Then he caught sight of Alana. "Alana! You two know each other?" He seemed pleased with the idea.

               We separated our hands. "Alana helped me find you," I said.

               "Your Mother said. I'm indebted to the both of you."

     

    It was a Saturday morning in March of the following year. There was a knock on the door. "That's Alana," I said to Uncle Paul. Are you ready to go?"

               "Ready and able," Uncle Paul said. The three of us began our Saturday morning walk, as we had each weather-permitting weekend morning since Uncle Paul recovered. Alana and I had both been accepted to State college, where we would begin our college careers.

               This was a warm March morning, but an inch of snow still covered the ground. We'd only just gotten out of the door when Uncle Paul stopped and bent to the ground. "These are crocuses," he said. "It means spring is coming."

               Alana laughed and said, "Of course, Uncle Paul. Spring comes every year."

     


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